I have one 20/20 and one Lazy Eye?

Do you think this can affect the way I see reality? I think of it as having one eye capable of seeing from macro to micro level details and one eye that doesn't see things but observes things, as if I can see everything at once, but nothing in particular. So I can examine anything on any level of detail and my mind doesn't hold me back. Or is it because I had coke bottle gles and no friends growing up so I read alot and now Im making excuses for my physical deficiencies.